Here I am. I finally dared myself to write a blog. It took me forever to even create one and then another life time to be where I am now. I guess I was kind of intimidated after reading a few of my friends' blogs. I was under the impression that u need
to meet a few standards to write a blog. I guess that held me back, or maybe I was just plain lazy. Anyway, I've been very restless/frustrated over the past week and I had to get it out and I thought I might as well start my blog. After all a blog,
I think, is where one can pour out his thoughts/feelings/opinions etc.
The thing is that there are too many things happening or maybe I'm trying to make too many things happen. This juxtaposition is kind of messing with my sanity. The right hemisphere of my mind plans and schedules the day as spontaneous as a sneeze at the whiff of pepper and the left hemisphere with all its sequential and logical analysis has a tough time keeping up with that schedule. The result: feeling of frustration, disappointment, incompetence and all the adjectives in the same league. So, who is to blame? The right side for its presumably impossible planning or the left side for it's incompetence to cope with the standards it is presumed to match.
I don't even know why I chose such a troubled topic to write my first blog. As I've written these few lines I've come to a kind of conclusion that I need to either halve my standards or double my efforts. The goals need to be prudent and sensible and reasonable and the effort to achieve them should be sincere and meticulous and untiring. Hopefully, this would end the conflict between the left and the right coz ultimately they just have to live under the same roof for the rest of my life and they might as well do it in peace.
